“Well, technically it wasn’t until after she found us that we hooked up.” But only in that ‘hooked up’ meant ‘had sex’. “But you’re right. He wouldn’t try to control me. He didn’t even ask me to stay, probably because if he had, I might have said yes…” And then where would she be? Everything about Mitchell made her weak, and she didn’t like being weak…but at the same time, she loved how she felt around him, like she was doing some good, like someone valued her. It was why she understood what had happened with Baeden.
She chuckled softly and glanced at the redhead.
“You know the appeal of feeling valued. I only wish it had been true…” For Blazen. “I’m a fool who fell in love, and now I have no idea what I’m doing, or if it’s even the right thing. It’s been ages, and Mitchell being as sweet as he is, undoubtedly has had other suitors.” He, too, knew the appeal of feeling valued.
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Date: 2017-08-26 08:27 pm (UTC)“Well, technically it wasn’t until after she found us that we hooked up.” But only in that ‘hooked up’ meant ‘had sex’. “But you’re right. He wouldn’t try to control me. He didn’t even ask me to stay, probably because if he had, I might have said yes…” And then where would she be? Everything about Mitchell made her weak, and she didn’t like being weak…but at the same time, she loved how she felt around him, like she was doing some good, like someone valued her. It was why she understood what had happened with Baeden.
She chuckled softly and glanced at the redhead.
“You know the appeal of feeling valued. I only wish it had been true…” For Blazen. “I’m a fool who fell in love, and now I have no idea what I’m doing, or if it’s even the right thing. It’s been ages, and Mitchell being as sweet as he is, undoubtedly has had other suitors.” He, too, knew the appeal of feeling valued.